Tuesday, December 26, 2006

1:20 PM

Hey.

A lot has happened but I'm too lazy to blog. Everything goes into my written diary now. Blogging is so... unconvienent. When I have my diary, I can sit in one corner of the locker room and start writing away... pretending there is not a care in the world.

So anyway.

Some uh, notes.
1. Almost got sacked
2. IKEA is not as innocent as it seems, it has a lot of drama
3. I THINK Fazli knows I like him or used to
4. Half the guys are in love with Ruzanna
5. I love Wanda. =)
6. I MISS EVERYONE!!!

Yes, I have written my new year resolutions. I know how everyone says we don't always follow them... they may be right. I don't know but what the heck, here goes:

1) Lose Weight (forever on my mind. lol)
2) Pay back all debts (Christabel will be delighted)
3) Save money (I'll be delighted)
4) Be more active (Capoeira and tennis)
5) Curb emotional eating
6) Be independent
7) Get a new hair colour (I can strike this off by this friday =D)
8) Get a boyfriend (Christabel will go ahem ahem)
9) Be confident yet humble
10) Be a hard worker
11) Love myself (I already do)

So yay... o_o

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Monday, December 18, 2006

1:04 AM

Omg.

I'm actually over Fazli.

Apparently he likes my friend, Ruzanna. Sooooo, the tide has turned and I'm going to help him win her heart, if he allows me to.

Actually, if you think about it.

Its kinder on the heart. My heart. I mean, okay... I might be a little upset. Come on, he's so good looking! I probably love his face only, not his entire being. That would be unfair to the both of us.

But yes, I shall help him!

Truth be told, I wish our relationship can be like that of Benjamin and I. That would be reaaaally great. =)

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Thursday, December 14, 2006

6:25 PM

I love Darin.

Not Fazli.

I love Darin.

Not Fazli.

Darin.
Darin.
Darin.

I'm at IKEA to work. Not to be obessessed over a darin lookalike. I'm at IKEA to earn some cash. I'm not there to fool around.

From now on, I shall never talk to Fazli unless its strictly official.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

I DON'T WANT TO BE PLAYED LIKE A FOOL!!!

I DON'T WANT TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGED OF.

I DON'T KNOW IF HE'S TRULY FOR REAL.

Fuck.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

11:23 AM

EVERYTHING BUT THE GIRL - DARIN

When I saw you I knew you were the one
I want to orbit you like you're the sun
But let me know before I come undone
Am I the one for you

I'm like a puzzle with a missing piece
I got a car but didn't get the keys
And only you can set my mind at ease
So what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true
And everything but the love I need to make it trough
And everythime I look into your eyes, thats when I realize
Just how much I love you

Some say lady luck is on my side
And that my life has been an easy ride
But they don't know how many times I cried
Cause I'm nothing without you

I don't know how long I can keep it up
I need a sign to make it trough
You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know
So what am I, what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true...

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Yes, its cheesy to say but everytime I hear this ballad, I tend to cry! Can't help it, not only is it a beautiful song but I'm heartbroken. T_T

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

11:49 AM

Consider me dumped.

I got a feeling Fazli treats me like his little sister or something. =(

Oh well.

On a slightly happier note, someone asked for my number! =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

12:39 AM

OH MY GOD.

I MADE IT!!!!

ONE WEEK.

Fazli didn't come today. =(

Anyway, I was so... down until it was lunch time. Apparently I had my appetite back and I dug into a slice of strawberry cake and chicken pie for lunch. Then again, ate nothing for dinner.

But I was sorta happy again. Hehe.

I tried out serving today... even though its not part of my job. I served chicken wings and chicken with chips. Oh my god. OILY FOOD ALERT. But its really fun, I got to raise my voice (useful), and smile at everyone. However the plates are extremely hot... I had to put it down.

Something stupid happen at the back of the kitchen.

Me: -rushes to take more chicken wings-
Steven: -waits-
Cook: Nah, here you go.
Me: Don't want! Very hot. Steven, you take it first.
Cook: -says something and laughs-
Steven: -takes and goes-
Cook 2: -passes a container of chicken wings-
Me: Ow, hot!
-after a few seconds-
Me: Oh. Not hot. -laughs like a bloody idiot-

I'll be working at 4pm to 11pm later. =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Sunday, December 10, 2006

11:55 PM

I realised being a supervisor is really sad and tiring...

You have to come even on Sundays!

So you really must have true passion and love for the F&B industry... in fact, working at Ikea has made me realise how great running a restaurant can be. A truely popular restaurant is almost immortal, everyone constantly keeps coming in. The crowd never sleeps!

EVERYONE, down to the last one is important.

If the bussers slack, the dish washing peeps can't perform their jobs efficiently and then the ones doing all the cutlery shall face the wrath of the customers!!!! Scary.

And the customers should be more considerate too....

I mean, take what you need... Some of them take so many cutlery and never use them! And they take their own sweet time to sit down and eat. Hurry up a little man. People are all desperate for a seat.

Oh well.

Singaporeans.

Bah.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

12:13 PM

You know, the more I look at Fazli and compare him to Darin's non-photoshoot shots, I really think Fazli is better looking? o_O

Being infatuated sucks, he's invading my sleep!!!!! Argh.

I'm losing my appetite to eat too. (Hadn't ate dinner in 4 days) Most of my energy comes from drinks.

Shit.

Shit.

SHIT!

Anyway, I'm made to work at the tables again, collecting plates. I like doing coffee. =(

OH.

I KNOW HOW TO USE MY COMBINATION LOCK!!!!

HAHA, I'M DAMN HAPPY.

Fazli made me sweep the floor.

ITS NOT MY JOB.

And there was this customer who asked me to go and get paper bags twice. She told me to pack her wings and fries AND look for her daughter. Who the heck am I?

-sighs-

I always go out of my way to help customers. -_-

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Saturday, December 09, 2006

12:35 AM

Wore my contacts today.

Got a lot of compliments from both genders.

And yes, even from Fazli. =D

Anyway, it was Priscilla's, Steven's and Terrence's first day today. haha. I got to slack today (sort of), cause I was in charge of the drinks station. I have to top up coffee, napkins, tomato and chili sauce, etc. It was easy at first but when things start running out, I gotta carry boxes and stuff. =X

So Priscilla, ITS NOT REALLY SLACKING.

Oh, I found how old Fazli is, 22! -joy-

I'm so happy he's not 26. o_O

I finally got proper working shoes... I wore converse on the first and second day, damn painful. The third day, I wore my boots. Lol. But yeah, I'm happy with my new pair of shoes.

FAZLI MADE ME LEARN HOW TO WASH COFFEE MACHINES.

AWFUL MAN! -grumbles-

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Thursday, December 07, 2006

10:32 PM

What the hell.

Now I start feeling nervous whenever I go to work. I'm sooooo pissed at myself for feeling this way. I don't even know how old is he or if he's even married!

Well.

Today.

We talked. Somewhat. Anyway he gave my own locker which I had no idea how to use. The lock is so complicated... and there are different ways of opening it. o_O I had to ask him TWICE! And other guys as well.

Oh dear.

Oh, Jasmina a.k.a Dragon Lady wanted me to try out cashiering...

Its soooo scary. There are so many kinds of sets and free stuff... credit cards and what nots. I'm unsure of my capability to do it... but I was to try out anyway... So I did the cashiering in the morning when there are lesser people.

Okay lah. Kinda fun...

But when rush hour came, I quickly went over to do my bussering.

-sighs-

And when I wanted to go home, I had to ask some other guy to open my locker door. He laughed all the way to the locker room. -_-

_Pull the knife from my back' ;