Thursday, August 31, 2006

10:46 PM

Okay.

Its official. My class thinks its dangerous for me to pop a pill. Well, I can't help it if it helps me get a good night's rest. Its not those convention sleeping pill, okay... its melatonin.

Whats Melatonin, you ask?

"Melatonin is the all-natural nightcap. It's secreted by the pineal gland, a pea-size structure at the center of the brain, as our eyes register the fall of darkness." At night melatonin is produced to help our bodies regulate our sleep-wake cycles. The amount of melatonin produced by our body seems to lessen as we get older. Scientists believe this may be why young people have less problem sleeping than older people."

So I'm young. But it really works. I have a mild sleep disorder anyway. Besides, melatonin is high in antioxidants.

Oh, there was no cross country this morning.

There was just so much rain! Sad. I hope we can have it another day. That means I have chances of being faster/stronger/lighter. I took a body fat analysis today. I'm 6kg above a healthy level for fat!!! @_@

HELP!

I'm so fat. Looking at that got me motivated again. =D

And I had chocolate for lunch. =(

Bad idea cause I suffered from a migrain for the rest of the day. Not good, considering I hardly have migrains. I think I ate enough chocolate to last a year. Ok, maybe not... I'm adding dark chocolate (85%) to my diet now.

Oh, I found extremely unflattering pictures of me when I used to be 6kg heavier!!! I had a HUGE/MASSIVE/MONSTROUS butt! And my beautifully crafted square face was a full moon! Beaming and round. I looked so terrible even my eyes couldn't save me! Plus, I had no dress sense. -_-;

Anyway, enough about that.

I'm vain. >_<

Okay, I hope life's good for everyone. =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

5:01 PM

I want Vanessa Hudgen's album! ^o^

Not that she sings THAT well, quite mediocre, really. Like Hilary Duff. o_O But she is gorgeous and I just love looking at pretty faces. By the way, Darin is an exception. =)

Anyway, I saw the trophy that top 3 winners will get... for the cross country. I only have three words to say: I WANT IT!

So.

Oh. I have a new motto... not that I ever have one or actually live by it. It's catchy, bold and short.

"Don't pause".

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, August 25, 2006

7:12 PM

I'm in love with High School Musical's Breaking Free.

Vanessa Anne Hudgens is gorgeous. =D



I want a layout based on her. T_T

Someone remind me why I cut my locks again?

Anyway, I've outdone myself. In terms of birthday gifts. I am actually getting a phone for one of my best friends. o_o Priscilla and I collabarated our money into getting her a phone, simcard (top-up) and a treat at a restaurant, Breeks. Hehe. I can't wait to see her stunned face.

But I'm getting Suzanne a windchime.

I just wish I never lost my wallet or I could have gotten something much more. =(

I've been studying too... sort of. Organic Chemistry, anyone? -grins- Everyone is getting serious and its scaring me. I don't want to get left behind. After all, if I study, time flies. 3 more months to O Levels!!! I can't wait. o_O

My end-of-year budget will be $600. I don't think its enough.

kickboxing classes
belly dancing (good grief!) <----- pending.
maybe join Amore Fitness?
thank god, mummy is paying for my capoeira classes.

And...
clothes
make up
assesories
shoes!



I adore wedges. My absolute favourite. Someone get me a pair? =(

Anyway, thanks Sarah! You are the best! =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

12:10 AM

I can't breathe.

I really can't!

There was a whole lot of swedish words... saw the word album, its name... and the date...

And I've concluded that

Darin's new album is coming out!! -screams-

I'm telling you, we were meant to be.

His album is out on the 22 of November, YESH! Novemeber, 1 day before my birthday!!!!! Oh my God. Thank you Darin for that wonderful present. XP

Okay, fine. Am getting really fangirly here.

Lol.

But I'm happy. =)

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Monday, August 14, 2006

2:39 PM

I HATE MY MOTHER!

HOW DARE SHE PUT POTATO IN MY PITA WITHOUT TELLING ME????

Is she trying to ruin my carefully planned diet?!

What the fuck is she doing?

How dare she.

Anyway, I don't know whats wrong with me but as soon as I tasted the damn potato, I threw the entire pita into the stupid bin. Good thing, I only nibbled it at first. I'm under enough pressure as it is, I don't need any more.

Geez, putting two fingers down my throat is starting to tempt me.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Thursday, August 10, 2006

7:18 AM

Oookay, I am so weird.

Listening to the 8th world wonder makes me want to fall in love (requited love, mind you) I've never really fallen in love, infatutation mostly. Haha. Friends ask if i want a boyfriend and I replied, why not? Right now, I just want one solely on the fact that I have someone to accompany me out, someone to prove to my friends I'm not left on the shelf or unwanted. But I can't wait for a proper, healthy, passionate relationship... =)

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!!! =)

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

8:15 AM

Whee.

I have found what I wanted to do after holidays besides shopping! Mum offered to pay for my classes too, provided I do well for my prelims. Mweh. I can't wait!!! Argh.

And I never realised IKEA was from Sweden. Omg, I love everything there. There was this store dedicated to swedish delights like salmon patties, rye biscuits, jam and really cool chocolate!! *_* -drools-

IKEA's gonna open in Tampines at the end of this year and there's gonna be a restaurant of swedish cuisine and has a halal section. If the food is great plus affordable, hell, i'm probably dine there at every opportunity I get!!

I went over to candy empire and bought some sugar free and low-fat chocolate. And the taste was, surprisingly, not compromised. It tasted so good but without the actual guilt. =)

I love the song 8th World Wonder... anyone got it? =(

_Pull the knife from my back' ;