Wednesday, June 28, 2006

11:00 PM

Hi all~

I counted the days to my prelims and guess what, I have less than 80 days to cram and slam and flam and beeeh. Aaaargh, not to mention Cross Country coming up. I MUST MUST make it to the Top 10...

Anyway, my exam/excercise time table is as follows:

SATURDAY, 010706
8am: Rise and shine
9am: Jogging
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11am to 1pm: Math- Vectors
2pm: Social Studies- Venice
3pm: Physics- Kinematics
4pm: Design & Technology- Update folio
5pm to 7pm: Excercise
8pm: English- Writing a composition
9pm: Chemistry- Organic Chemistry
10pm: Principal of Accounts: Depreciation
11pm: History- Russia
12mindnight: Sleeping Beauty =D

Sounds crazy, right?

Yeah, I think its crazy too but I thrive under stress. No more complaining for me. There are some teachers who believe I can't do it aka my PoA teacher. I hate his guts. >_<

The first step is always the hardest... but just 4 more months... and it'll be over! =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

4:16 AM

Aaaaaah.

I have a new bishie to add to my list.

-drumrolls-

Brandon Routh a.k.a Superman! -eyes sparkle-




That man is HOT! He looks great in spectacles. Not crazy about the Superman outfit though. =X

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Saturday, June 24, 2006

9:06 AM

OMG.

OMG.

OMG.

My neighbour commited suicide this evening!! X_x

He lives right beside me!!!!

And

I just smiled at him just a few days back!

I am sooooo freaked out. >_<
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Anyway, happy birthday Natasha!! =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

12:41 PM

Well, I'm feeling way better now. =D

Just need to do some cycling. Its so fun.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Sunday, June 18, 2006

3:00 PM

Smurf it!

I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING!

I'M SICK OF NOT DOING WELL IN EXAMS!

I'M SICK OF TUITION!

I'M SICK OF BEING SO AVERAGE LOOKING!

I'M SICK OF PUTTING OFF MY EXCERCISE!

I'M SICK OF BEING FAT!

I'M SICK OF HAVING BIG THIGHS, BROAD SHOULDERS, FAT ARMS, SHORT LEGS AND WHAT NOTS.

I'M SICK OF MY PARENTS!

I'M SICK OF HAVING NO MONEY!

To put it simply, I'm sick of LIVING!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Thursday, June 15, 2006

11:21 PM

Instructions:

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head - don't read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1.Christabel
2.Wanda
3.Sarah
4.Benjamin
5.Qianyi
6.Priscilla
7.Atikah
8.Rashidah
9.Gloria
10.Suzanne
11.Natasha
12.Dex
13.Ronald
14.John
15.Danish
16.Esther
17.Hidayah
18.Bryce
19.Terrence
20.Amos

1. How did you meet #14?
===> From school.

2. What would you do if you had never met #1?
===> I don't know... Christabel is awesome, great person. A listener. Has a child like endearment and I guess my life wouldn't be that special. :)

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
===> Laugh my ass off. Amos = blur ass. Gloria = beauty queen.

4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?
===> Nah. They're hetero.

5. Describe #3.
===> OMG. What can I say? She's everything a person could ever hope for in a friend. Funny, witty, fun, selfless. She's beautiful both in and out but she doesn't know how strong she really is though. So, chin up! =DD

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
===> Yes. In a sparkly, sunshine way. XD

7. Tell me something about #7
===> She's SMART, man!!!

8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
===> Not really except his dad is in hospital? =X

9. What's #8's favourite?
===> Favourite what? oO But her favourite colour is BLUE!

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
===> She already does! XD In a friend kind of way.

11. What language does #15 speak?
===> Trash. -_-

12. Who is #9 going out with?
===> Some younger guy by the name of Desmond.

13. How old is #16 now?
===> 15 this year.

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
===> Hmm... few days back. I was asking him for English homework.

15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
===> I'm sorry!!! I don't know. Errr... that cute Australian dude we say that day? =X

16. Would you date #4?
===> -gags at question- Haha. Why not?

17. Would you date #7?
===> No way! I ain't queer.

18. Is #15 single?
===> My brother is cute and yes, he's avalible!!!

19. What is #10's last name?
===> Chua. =D

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
===> Ewwwww. NO. NO. NO. NOT EVER. He's smart, yes but a tad retarded sometimes.

21. What schools did #3 go to?
===> No idea but currently she goes to this university in Stockholm. X_x;;

22. Where does #6 live?
===> Tampines.

23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
===> She's fun to hang out with!!! =DD

24. What do you think of #18?
===> He's too quiet but he has a nice, coy smile.

25. What do #4 and #19 have in common?
===> Squares. The both of them.

26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
===> Hmm... It was because of her that I never got lonely during my tuition classes and she's just great to be with. :)

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

12:03 PM

I had a weird dream last night.

I dreamt of Sassy! She came to Singapore, went to same school with me. LOL. x_x I wasn't sure how she looked like in my dream but she's beautiful! =3 Then, for some major odd reason, we got chased by reporters. Gahaha. o_O

And I decided not to learn horse riding after all... gonna invest my money in something more worthwhile like brushing up my language skills. I'm supposed to be a trilingual, dammit!!! =X The way I see it, if I have sufficient money in the future, I can take horse riding classes then. =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

3:32 PM

The week has been interesting...

I watched The Omen on 060606 - Number of the Beast, supposingly. Seriously, I don't belive in numbers predicting the end of the world. Although I do believe there are signs... besides only God knows. And The Omen was creepy. Not SCARY but creepy... The boy is creepy. His smile is creepy. X_X

And in the middle of the movie, I finally realised the meaning behind that banner that I've been seeing hanging outside churches. "WHERE WILL YOU BE ON JUNE 6?" I was wondering whats so special about that day... Its not Easter, its not Good Friday... so well, now I get it.

Anyway, before my dad met me for the movie. He had dinner with my brother. My brother was eating when this young boy about 7 came and sat beside him, smiling creepily. (according to Danish) He reached out and started eating from the same plate. (danish is pissed at sharing his chicken) My father came back and was bewildered. He asked where his parents were and who he was... reply = nil. Just a smile. Apparently, the boy was smiling non-stop. My father was thinking of getting some food for him but when he returned, that boy was gone.

So thats 060606.

On 080606.

I watched X-men.

Alone.

I know, I know, you must think I'm some kind of loser... I mean, who watches a movie by themselves right, unless its someone poor and lonely. But I'm no loser. Just late. There are people who invited me to watch it with them but I said I was going with my father. Yet that man let me down. He watched it in Bangkok! So I asked Danish who agreed. But I got played out so well... its just me. It was surprisingly liberating! Some time alone, with no one to disturb or provoke me. I went to watch it at the nearest cinema, hardly anyone goes there so the tickets was two dollars cheaper. =DD

Hugh Jackman is sooooo cool, not too crazy about the hair though. But it really added to that "beastly" effect. Cyclops... hmm. -_-; DIED WAY TOO EARLY! He looks so delicious in the second installment... Jean Grey (looks better with short hair though) is whoa, so sexy and so is Storm! Halle Berry = the prettiest. *_* I like shadowcat cause she's short. LOL!

When I got back home at about 1pm. Rashidah called me and asked if I could go out. I feel so wanted cause its usually me who craves going out! We went out together with Gloria too. I wanted to dress up but I thought, "nah. they won't be dressing up either." and boy, was I mistaken. They were all glam and there I was, with SUPER UNTIDY/MESSY HAIR... wearing a ADIDAS Tee and stupid jeans. I need new jeans.

Gloria and Rashidah went to Topshop and tried out some clothes while I helped them with buttons and everything. Haha. Sounds like a scene outtta cinderella? o_O Gloria looks great in a corset that she bought. Rashidah wanted to buy a similar T-shirt that I have but couldn't and never will be able to wear. Its seriously small!!! Even if I lost all the weight I could ever hope to, I'll never be able to fit into it. Anyway, I decided to sell it to her. =)

We smelled cookies and ice-cream from Gelato and Famous Amos.

I brought them to candy empire where they went crazy and spurged. Haha. I was there, drooling but never ate anything. Yes, I know. I'm deprived.

On 090606

Went out with Wanda. =)

Was thinking of going to People's Park at first but for some odd reason, I had a headache on the way to the MRT and it cleared when I was thinking of Orchard Road... o_O;; My hp batt went dead and I had to keep switching it on and off. GRRRR...

Played hide-and-seek with Benjamin. XD

Both of us (Wanda and I) were wearing hoodies and we wanted to embaress Benjamin by wearing our hoods and go, "yo. yo. yo." but he wasn't seating near the window!!! Darn. Besides we were busy laughing ourselves anyway.

And I kept calling up Benjamin to say i miss him. Lol.

I enjoyed myself. Hehe.
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100606 to 110606

I binged.

I went crazy, i think I was depressed or something.

I am quite the health nut, always watching what I eat but during these two days, I ate peanut butter, ice cream, chocolate, more chocolate, refined carbs, cheesecake. My meals are practically made up of what I just mentioned. Its crazy, I tell you. But I stayed away from fried stuff. =X

THERE WAS SO MUCH FOOD!

Thank God I never gained any weight. >_>;;

I don't want to go through it again. -sighs-
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Anyway, MUMMY CAME BACK! =DD

I'm dancing with joy.

Yay.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

10:04 PM

A naval piercing. =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

3:16 PM

I'm starting to be a little more accepting about my height. Which happens to be 153cm... hopefully I've grown. 1 cm would be a blessing to me! Lol. So anyway, since I have no life and a little free now...

I'm just surfing about, looking at celebrities' heights.

I mean, everyone says caucasians are all really tall people.

Well, there are some exceptions.

Like Shakira (152cm) or Christina Aguilera(158cm)

I seriously, don't mind being a shorty. I just don't like those broad shoulders of mine. It makes me... stout. Like a teapot!!! -sighs- But... they do add some kind of defination to my body. Makes me an hourglass. =DD

Or else I could be an apple or pear.

Sidenote: Oats are really filling.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, June 02, 2006

11:41 PM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, Rashidah! 5A1’S resident drama queen. X)

And… HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to Darin, resident of my heart. *_*

Their birthdays made D/T practical tolerable… especially with Mr. Chen’s sarcasm and sneers. God, I know I’m an airhead and can get really clueless when it comes to that subject but I see no reason to make fun of me.

I almost cried, man. O_o

Jia Rong was such a gentleman. Helping me with the scroll saw and so on. He has nice, long fingers a woman would die for. Haha. I think he thinks I’m stupid though. I’m too lazy to post examples right now.

So anyway, Natasha bought Rashidah a cake and man, was she surprised! Too bad we couldn’t leap out with joy and say, “SURPRISE!” You can’t do that in the canteen unless the birthday girl is blindfolded. I didn’t eat the cake although I’ll be lying if I said I wasn’t tempted.

Funny, chocolate and snacks don’t tempt me but a cake certainly does. I must work on that weakness.

After that mini celebration, Rashidah, Natasha, Priscilla and Suzanne went to my place to chill a little. I made Rashidah a special birthday smoothie with ice-cream. Made another for Suzanne too who kept commenting how nice my house is. Which I have to agree. Hehe.

Everyone loves my boots. (Suzanne has great legs.)

Hmm…. I got a feeling I have to redo my clock face. Priscilla spoilt it with her poor spray painting skills. Lol.  Not supposed to say that. This is O Levels we’re talking about here. I need to redo my clock hands too. Like what the smurf… I’m always redoing my artifacts. Not good.

My mum is performing her pilgrimage now…

Guess what that means???

FREEDOM, baby.
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Yeah right.

I have to clean the house, watch over my brother like a hawk, cook, and buy groceries and not to mention do my homework, revise as well as exercise. Cooking is no big deal; I can live with plain food. Cleaning is not that big a problem either… cause my Aunt is here to help out. So far, she did the beds and the clothes.

I’m in charge of the kitchen. =)

This reminds me, I have to wash the plates later and its 11:24pm now. Lol. Looks like I’ll be sleeping late. I kinda like not having any parents here… I feel so independent, albeit a little tired.

Aiya…

When, oh when will I receive my abs.

I hate. Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate. flab.

Especially those on my belly. T_T

Oh, I realize I like doing strength training. I love working my muscles. =)

Right, before I forgot. On the 31st of May which is a Wednesday… Wanda came over to do a photoshoot. Like everyone else, she adores my house…. Especially my bed. It isn’t that great, people!

And well… Wanda became the model after all.

I so suck at modeling lah. It’s not my thing. I look so fugly. Wanda rocks though… I’m such a kick-ass photographer. She looks lovely. Haha. I love beauty. I love pretty people. I love photography. –breaks out in a song-

The outdoor lighting is superb and the poses were great, okay! For us amateurs. Although we came back, itching like mad. -_- For its okay, its all for the love of photography.

I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE THE SHOTS!!!!

Oh.

I’m so happy.

Whee.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;