Saturday, September 30, 2006

11:38 PM

I can't believe it.

My love for anime has returned. OMG... Its like I found a long lost lover. My heart races, I'm itching to grin non-stop, I feel so serene and tranquil. That's love! XD

I used to love anime a lot, before it went mainstream. I liked since I was a Primary 5 kid. My father said I'm like a pioneer... lol. Back then, if you mention anime or manga, everyone goes "HUH?" They understood it only if you mentioned Pokemon or Digimon.

But since it got popular and manga started popping everywhere...

I guess that love kinda faded... buuuuuuuuuut

ITS BACK!!!!

And I'm aching to watch some anime!!! More reason for Os to pass so I can watch anime on end. -grins-

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, September 29, 2006

11:01 AM

I feel pretty!

Oh so pretty!

I feel pretty, witty and gay!

Lalala~

Westside's Story 'I Feel Pretty' is such a cute and lively song. I'm going to make it a habit to sing it whenever I'm low on confidence, energy or just plain sad. =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

10:11 AM

I knew I shouldn't have packed more money than needed.

I actually bought 3 magazines at one go! Seventeen, Cleo and SHAPE. o_O

Like what the hell...

What a coincedence though! Seventeen was featuring goth/punk esemble. And masks! Yep, now I know what to wear for the party... buuut, I'm starting to wonder. Is having a party for losers? I mean, shouldn't friends be the one giving you a surprise party instead?

Now I'm not so sure if I want one or not. =(

And, as usual, Physics was tough... Chemistry was easy though. Sort of. hehe.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

7:12 AM

I have 5 minutes before I make my way to school.

Its my last prelim paper. Hehe.

UPDATES

- I've cleaned up my room so I can start revising. Full speed ahead!
- I'm in love with Tata Young's El Nin-Yo and 3 Doors Down's Kryptonite (Who knew my Dad has fantastic taste?).
- I sooooo have to get my toner. It finished days ago and I've been too lazy to get a new one. The current one I'm using just sucks!
- I was literally slaughtered by Math Paper 1.
- Stupid ipod thingy can't connect to my computer!
- I found the poweress of podcasts. I can now study while I jog. Awesome! <--- why does this sound so weird?
- Danish is becoming "American". He is using the word, "Dude" in his speech. hate it. -_-;
- I want to speak like a Brit, as in perfect English. NOT ACCENT. (Contridicts the top point?)
- I hate my butt. Isn't this surprising? -drawls-
- I... have nothing to say.

OH, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, QIANYI!!!!!!!!1

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Thursday, September 28, 2006

8:04 AM

YEEAAAAH!

My mum gave me permission to have a party on my birthday!!!!

Although strictly, no dancing. =(

Oh well.

WHO CARES?!

I'm having a party! Its been so long since I had a proper one... the last one was two years ago. Whee! The theme is Renaissance and its a masquerade. Meaning, everyone invited has to wear a mask. Italian food, too~

Lalala.

There's quite a number of people to invite. =X I'm putting aside a couple of hundred for goodie bags and food. Argh, I can't wait to plan. My only fear is that people aren't sporting enough to try it out. =(

Anyway,

Peace out!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

4:20 PM

Teenage hormones don't agree with me.

Family and I were going through old albums and I swear, when I was a baby right up to primary school, I don't have any bad pictures taken of me. Frankly, I believe I was gorgeous, WAS. But age 12 onwards, I got uglier! T_T

Darker skin.
Messier hair.
Pimples.
Fatter.

-cries-

Hopefully, once I pass that stage, I'll be what God had intended for me to be. =X

Anyway, moving along.

Update on prelims.

Well.... I TOTALLY screwed Math. I couldn't finish the questions and it was relatively easy! AAAAAAAAAARGH. Isn't great that it wasn't O levels? Sheesh. I learned my lesson.

Chemistry was bloody easy as Physics was tough. Two questions were taken from last year's O Levels for Pure Chem. I was lucky to attempt the questions at tutition. Hehe. However the one on chemical analysis (precipitate and stuff) was kinda difficult... and I couldn't remember how to differentiate ethanol from ethanoic acid. Guess what I wrote?

Ethanol burns with colourless flame whereas ethanoic acid doesn't. -_-

What else... Hmm, I skipped an entire question of PoA. The one with disposal account. Yeah yeah, everyone says its easy. Heck, PoA is just like rocket science! I rather learn rocket science anyway.

OH YEAH!

Its the fasting month and I'm on my third day. Quick, no? And by the time it ends, DA-DAM, O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm already thinking about the last day... =D

Do you call that optimism or just plain stupidity?

Now, to post some pictures of my current obsession: Vanessa Hudgens.

Everyday, I wake up hoping that someone will bump into me and say, "Hey Nadiah! If you apply some make-up and have long hair, you'll look like Vanessa Hudgens!" I will be thrilled if that happened. But no, I get Siti Nurhaliza, Rahimah Rahim or Nia Ramadhani. Don't get me wrong, they're beautiful. Very beautiful. (except for Rahimah who is... average beautiful. =X)

I'm getting depressed just thinking about it.







Buuuuuut, in some shots, she looks like my mother in her twenties sooooooo there is potential. When there's potential, there's possibilites. XD

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, September 15, 2006

10:38 PM

Apparently I am capable of getting drunk.

After bingeing on nachos and peanut butter, I went a bit mad. Danish says I started laughing and giggling to myself. o_o

Ooh, prelims practical sucks! @_@

And I have a confession, I cheated. I was eyeing my friend and looking whether her glowing splint relighted or if a white ppt was formed in the limewater. Oh and I broke one of the test tubes... I heated the substance so badly till the glass just... dropped. That was chemistry... Physics is a different story. Argh... I couldn't tell if the ammeter was showing 0.5A but thank god, i finished the experiment in the last 20 mins! I left my "how do you find the concentration of an acid" thingy blank too. AND I KNOW THE EFFING ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#&$&%#^&% ^&%^&%$%
65&#&#&%& j^tju$

Priscilla says I'm a lesbian.

Lol.

Because I spend my free time oohing and aahing over gorgeous models. Hello, that just means I'm addicted to beauty. Trust me, if I look like supermodel Alessandra Ambrosio, I would be fawning over myself.

Alright.

I have to hit the books.

Maybe I'll go to school with a swelling on my head.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

8:29 PM

Steve Irwin died!

Imagine that.

My father came back last night and said, "Nadiah! Guess who died?" When he said that, quite a number of celebrities ran through my mind but never Steve Irwin. I mean, that guy is just one hell of fun, enthusiasm and energy!

I grew up watching his series. My very first serious career decision was to be a zoologist and I remembered saying how much I wanted to be like Steve Irwin. To study animals and help them. He was so into what he does and it amazes me.

So, today.

I just want to say that even though I want to venture into food science, I still want to be just like you. Loving what I do. =)

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Sunday, September 03, 2006

12:20 PM

Tasha is starting to get on my nerves.

[WARNING. Bitch fit ahead!]

Okay, everyone likes her because she's so sweet and cute with that awesome smile and dimples. I like her too, actually. She's almost everything I want to be, tall, small frame albeit flabby, long hair, perfect oval face and dimples!

And I'm everything she doesn't want to be.

I have broad shoulders, a square face, short.

Every morning, I come to school with the intention of loving myself for who I am. I like my broad shoulders, I really do. It makes me look strong and powerful, not like a weakling little girl.

Know what she says about them?

"Broad shoulders make you look like a man. They make you look fat even when you're not."

As for my square jaw, well.

Its alright, I guess. I can't cut some hairstyles, thats all. I've seen tons of celebrities and models having this particular jaw shape. And when I try to point that out, she says "But they're stick thin so they look good with it." Is she saying that I can only look good with my God-given face if I'm STICK THIN?!

Sometimes, I wonder if she realises she's hurting my feelings. Or maybe she's just like that and she doesn't know. She claims I'm the outspoken one, and wishes to be more direct.

Pfft. My ass.

I don't see any reason to be stick thin. It doesn't equate to beauty, sucess or popularity. I don't even want to be a model anyway! I just like having photographs taken of me. o_O

Or maybe I'm just too sensitive. I am when it comes to body image. Its a war I'm battling here and she's not helping. Does she see me as a rival, I wonder? She's mix blood too. Frankly, she might be tall, great dimples and everything but I think I have better features.

So there. =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;