Tuesday, October 31, 2006

9:20 PM

You've all heard of the idiom, "No man is an island." It refers to the relationships Man has to forge with the people around him in order to survive, be it in business or life.

Do you ever wish that you were an island?

Because if you don't need anyone, you don't need to take shit from those people.

You don't need to give a fuck about what they say.

You needn't get hurt.

I mean, you think they're your friends and before you know it, no one cares.

I AM SO BLOODY PISSED!

AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

8:56 AM

I just came back from my morning run... gonna try and make it into a habit. People, please support me since I'm quite the fickle one. Lol.

Anyway, 5 more days!!!!

Wah, I'm so happy that I ran that I shall be happy cramming too. -grins-

And its 23 more days to my birthday!!! This year, I wanna make it special. Instead of having a party or going out to eat crap (I postponed party to the next 3 years. XD) we shall focus on working out!!! - pretends to be excitied about it-

Wanda and Christabel - bootcamp sleepover.
- jogging
- canoeing
- biking
- swimming? =D

Benjamin
- ice skating

But I doubt I can get my other friends to work out. Soooooo, I guess its shopping. After all, shopping is excercise. I just hope I can pass the ice-cream. I looooove ice cream. I like creamy stuff. =DD

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Monday, October 30, 2006

11:35 PM

Yes, it happened again.

Danish has a new girl.

A girl from Romania.

Oh well, thats all I have to report. And Sassy, thanks for everything. -gives the brightest, most glamourous, real smile- =D

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, October 27, 2006

11:00 PM

Remember I said I have no regrets about my grandmother's death?

Well, I do.

I kept thinking about the last time I did something affectionate...

I held her hand and smiled what I hope is a everything-will-be-alright sort of smile. (Because I find my smile very false and evil. You have to see my eyes.)

But that was quite long ago.

I wish I could do more.

I wish i could have took her in my arms and hug her.

I wish I could kiss her on the forehead.

I wish I said "I love you".

So, for those who still have your grandparents, never take those important words for granted. I did. And I suffered regrets. Oh well, the thing about regrets is you can't do much about them.

Moving along...

Sassy, I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Ngee Ann poly emailed me about their Red Camp. I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!! I thought I wouldn't be selected... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Aaaaaaaargh.

Evil.

9 more days to Os and counting!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Monday, October 23, 2006

7:02 PM

My crimson tide has finally arrived after a two month hiatus. =DD

I took the oppurtunity and went jogging. It was surprisingly good... even though I can only run for half an hour now... no longer one hour. But I'll work my way up.

And, it has finally happened.

My grandmother has passed on. And thus, I'm offically grandparent-less. All I can say is, there are no regrets... for me at least.

Sidenote: I could never remember how to draw tangent lines!!!

Exactly a month to my birthday... and a few days to Os. =X

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

5:41 AM

I have resorted to using the computer in the wee hours of the morning. Because its either I'm too darn guilty to use it when I can study or Danish happens to hog it. Alright... Science practical in two days.

I hope I won't burn anything. Not like my prelims. =X

I can actually count the days to O Levels with my toes and fingers. Its so scary. This is it, man. This is the moment that decides your future. This is the "door" that you hear people talking about. This is the one moment that changes the course of your life.

-fans oneself-

I'm about to faint. X_X;;

SO ANYWAY,

Lindsay Lohan is a total bombshell.

Right, random. ._.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Friday, October 13, 2006

11:54 PM

Someone shoot me.

Okay, don't recoil with disgust. Its 11:37pm and I have yet to take my bath. YES. Since morning. The moment I woke up, I went straight to the table and studied chemistry. However, I did brush my teeth and have my facial.

24 DAYS TO O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -screams-

Right now, I have no life. I hardly go out, I can't watch movies and so on but this is temporary. If I fail, there is no life.

Anyway, guess what?

My wallet has been found! Like two months after I reported it missing. And do you know what the strangest thing is? There was NOTHING missing. I had about 30 bucks in there and it wasn't stolen!

Isn't it amazing?

I have money now. =)

Okay, okay. Lastly, has anyone seen the cover page of this month's Men's Health? The guy is buff! Not into super buff guys but he's eye candy. And, my dad bought this issue. So I was flipping through, and half the pages are featured about sex. No surprises there.

My favourite page was a picture of this very gorgeous yet decent-looking model. I've seen him in some other magazine, he's s swedish-chinese. Maybe I'll try and scan the picture someday. =D

Alright, I HAVE TO SHOWER!!

Good night!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

5:55 AM

Who is a mountain tortoise?

Nadiah, obviously! I just recently found out that my handphone has a radio function! I was never a radio person but all I can say now is... I'm hooked! My poor ipod has been neglected. =(

Pfft. Who told it to give me problems... I have so mang songs I want to put in there as well as my podcasts (which are very cool) but ITS NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -huffs and puffs- Good God, I'm always digressing. I was supposed to talk about the radio.

I really like it!

Comes in real handy when I'm studying.. Seeking knowledge in a quaint little corner, humming away to whatever is on air. Absolutely perfect. Although I admit and tend to get distracted especially when I'm doing Math. -_-

Okay, here's a random fact: I tend to obsess over people's height.

Lol.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Sunday, October 08, 2006

9:26 AM

I have to get this book!

Does My Head Look Big In This? - Randa Abdel-Fattah

The catchy blurb on the back nicely sums up the whole context of the novel:

The slide opened and I heard a gentle, kind voice:
‘What is your confession, my child?’
I was stuffed. The priest would declare me a heretic; my parents would call me a traitor…
The priest asked me again: ‘What is your confession, my child?”
‘I’m Muslim,’ I whispered.


I actually laughed out loud! Seriously.

I soooooo have to get it. But, I've been meaning to write a story like that. I guess someone beat me to it. =(

_Pull the knife from my back' ;

Saturday, October 07, 2006

7:44 AM

New blogskin! =DD

I changed my tagboard so it would fit with the greenish scheme. Its empty though... so start tagging!! =)

Did so bad for prelims. Its so bad that I'm embaressed to disclose the information. All I can say is... I can't believe I did not do better for Chemistry and I did better than expected for Math. I thought I would get an F9 but nop, I didn't. No F9s, thank God.

English, English, English.

Shall focus on Paper 1 since that is where I score. Paper 2 scares me, actually. The passage is usually easy but sometimes the questions stun me. I realise not long ago, that I always hold my breath when the teachers start giving out the papers. Lol.

Oh, East and West are so different.

What is aneroxic in the West is actually well... alright in Asia. When Hollywood stars start dropping below 50kg, everyone buzzes about aneroxia and bulimia. My friend is 37kg (like Nicole Ritchie) and she's not aneroxic! Western peeps are just bigger built which is why I want to live there. I feel so huge, large and out of place in Singapore where thin, twig-like people reside.

But I digress.

Anyway, I so wanna watch Death Note!!!!!

_Pull the knife from my back' ;