Saturday, February 11, 2006

11:36 AM

Death is so sudden.

My Baldie, a baby bird that I found more than a week ago died today, in my hands. I woke up, and found it in the box, barely alive. It was freezing, very cold despite Singapore being a very hot country.

I did my best to keep it alive.

But my best wasn't enough... yet again, I'm so selfish. I woke up a little ealier than usual today to go to the bathroom. I should have checked or fed Baldie... And to think the vet said Baldie was healthy...

When I first found it, it was just a few days old, naked with no feathers and very BALD! It was ugly too... As I took care of him, feathers started growing and he was starting to resemble a mynah.

Its all my fault.

Everything is my fault these days.

I love Baldie so much. I love him/her so very, very much.

_Pull the knife from my back' ;